I’m not really sure who I am anymore. I almost feel like I’m a different person with other people, but I really hope that’s not true. My moods keep going up and down, and I don’t understand myself anymore. I don’t know what I want. Today, someone asked me to describe myself in one word and I really couldn’t think of anything. I keep questioning everything lately.
I feel like I need to lay everything out. Figure out who I really am and what I really want. Figure who I really need in my life.
I’ve noticed when something good’s happening everything seems to be going good. It’s the same thing with when something bad happens. I feel like that’s happening but usually it gets better, so I’m hoping for that.
I don’t really understand anything at the moment, but I decided I’ll just follow the cheesy saying. Live life like it’s your last day. I think I got that right? Oh well.
