January 2010
1 post
ignore
all my old blogs. like every one of them except like the gameboy obsession. I first made this blog to see my past thoughts and watch myself change and it actually worked. The only accomplishment from this thing.
November 2009
1 post
WHY
are my old blogs GAYYYYYY
June 2009
14 posts
“You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before, she may love...”
– Bob Marley
4384.) I'm afraid to fall in love with you. I know...
(via blogsecret)
4039.) You broke my heart into a million pieces...
(via blogsecret)
I can feel myself making more and more bad choices. But I think about it, and I really just don’t care anymore.
“How can I go forward when I don’t know which way I’m facing?”
– John Lennon
CANADA
tommorow. hopefully its better than i think it’ll be.
i still miss itt..
FML
finals.finals.finals.more finals.
what a terrible way to end the school year.
things are going downhill again
May 2009
6 posts
I don't understand
why everything’s different now.
I hate this. I think it’s over, but I have the weirdest feeling things will never be the same again.
Childhood
I was looking through my old diaries from third and fourth grade. It was pretty ridiculous. Things I said:
‘Dear Diary, Today Alex made fun of my ribbon. She’s not a good friend anymore. I must be strong and not be sad though. Oh and I like Curtis. He is so cute.’
‘Dear Diary, me and Leanne saw two ladybugs having a baby today! We seperated them but then tried to stick...
April 2009
12 posts
I’m kind of confused on what to choose. I’m always terrible at decision making. Like extremly indecisive, and I always end up choosing something I regret. Sighh O___O. I think I’m starting to get sick.
cheesenuggets! ha, that day was really fun. I like to replay some of the memories even now. I always do that. Like replay really good recent memories in my head and analyze them...
I want a gameboy micro.
and Pokemon Mystery Dungeon. You get to be the pokemon! ^____^ tehehe.
“It seems we’ve made no progress within the last 12 years
because...”
– November Rain
I just made cookies and ate four. And then had pasta and garlic bread. I swear I’m going to get really really fat at this rate O____O I feel like a lot of things changed after spring break. I think I got a lot closer to some people but drifted away from a lot. I hate it.
memories.
I can’t believe freshman year is almost over. It felt like yesterday when I was about to go to my...
Just Think.
I’ve been thinking a lot about the end of the world. It’s hard not to considering all the hype about 12/21/12. And I’m not going to lie. It scares me more than anything I’ve ever been scared of. Can you even imagine the end of the world? Just imagine it. And if you believe you’ll go to heaven when it happens, imagine heaven. Being there forever. That’s way too...
Today was okay even though I was grounded. My grandparents came over and I ate lunch with them which turned out not too bad. I realized that I actually really look up to my grandma. I’ve been thinking about what will happen when I grow old. It makes me really sad to see my grandparents living the same monotonous life over and over again and there only little pleasure is seeing their...
Well spring break’s started off really good actually. I’ve been having really fun and exciting days haha. I think today’s more of a resting day for me, just hanging out with a few people and sleeping. I’ve been waking up at like 1:00 for the past three days and it’s ridiculous but I love it.
I ate chicken adobo yesterday. It was seriously so good. My new love is food...
“We’re all pretty bizarre. Some of us are just better at hiding it, that’s all”
– The Breakfast Club
Epiphany
Today, was actually not too bad of a day. I think things are getting better which is good. I feel like i made a new really good friend too which is always good. haha, I’m sure no one cares about that but just putting that out there.
I still have a lot of things running through my mind though.
Oh i decided I’ll do that facebook thing which is like twentyfive random facts about me! not...
March 2009
3 posts
“We accept the love we think we deserve.”
I’m not really sure who I am anymore. I almost feel like I’m a different person with other people, but I really hope that’s not true. My moods keep going up and down, and I don’t understand myself anymore. I don’t know what I want. Today, someone asked me to describe myself in one word and I really couldn’t think of anything. I keep questioning everything...
A Start.
I have no idea why I’m making this. Usually I hate these kinds of stuff and only enjoy occasionally reading other peoples. I’ll probably forget about this after a week but maybe it’ll last and I’ll continue writing this for a long time, who knows. I already feel stupid writing but it’s alright maybe it’ll be worth it.
I don’t really understand the title...